Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
we all know that it's hard to move on and give up someone else who already became a part of our life.
in my case that person doesnt mean alot to me even though we've been together for just how many months. it's hard for me to let go.
it's been almost a year since we separated and i still can't forget everything about that person.
this past few months i started to act differently, like i can now control my emotions specially my anger. im more sensitive to what other people think and feel. i consulted a friend and she told me that it is the first part of being matured. i really dont know if im that matured enough to be called "matured" haha. she said later on you'll experience alot of changes specially on my attitude towards other people.
my "changing of attitude" affects ofcourse my way of thinking. i told my self that if i'll not let go, it's not me that will benefit. i mean no one will benefit, even him. i finally decided to just be contented of what i have and what i dont have now. letting go of him makes my life easier.
-now im setting you free, letting you see the real world. keeping you made me feel safe but giving you up makes me feel better.
